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| me and my shadow |
It's always hard when a loved pet dies. My little cat gave up the struggle on Wednesday morning. He had his eye op last week, and seemed to be doing ok at his post-op follow-up this Monday. But on Tuesday he went rapidly downhill and to add to his misery I realised that sometime during the evening he had lost the sight in his one good eye - the pupil was completely dilated. It was heartbreaking to see his fear and confusion as he tried to find his way around. I wanted him to feel safe so I stayed up all night, sitting in my armchair with him sleeping peacefully on my lap wrapped in his favourite mohair rug. First thing in the morning we were waiting at the vet's door when the clinic opened at 8am and bless her, she saw us right away and agreed with me that euthanasia was the only option.
Mags lived with me for less than four years. He turned up on my deck as a stray in March 2009. He visited every day, staying a little longer each time. By May, when winter was approaching, he had moved in permanently. He took his time checking me out! He was such a small and pretty cat I assumed he was female, which is how he came to be named Maggie, after a cat I had as a child. I discovered that he was a neutered male on his first trip to the vet, but by that time the name had stuck, though usually abbreviated to Mags. (Mr Maggie on formal occasions.) He was a friendly little dude, affectionate and loving, though always a little timid. He was very sociable and loved having visitors. (Unless they were dogs.) For such a small creature he leaves a big gap. I miss him.
| Rest in peace, Maggie. |

I'm sorry/ Losing pets is horrible.
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Yep, it doesn't get any easier, does it! Thanks Margie Anne.
DeleteSounds like he chose his owner well. So Sorry for your loss.
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DeleteI'm so sorry you had to say goodbye to your little friend.
ReplyDeleteHe knew he was loved.
RIP Mags.
Thank you.
DeleteJudith, grief when you lose a pet is like no other, but do remember his last night in your arms, so comforted, will be his memory to take, and yours to keep.He would have known how much he was loved, and you will miss your Mags so.Any one of us who has walked this sad pathway, will understand the huge loss, and loneliness you have. Greetings from Jean.
ReplyDeleteThank you Jean.
DeleteWhat more can I say - losing a pet is always heartbreaking. Hugs.
ReplyDeleteYep, it doesn't get any easier, no matter how many times you do it!
DeleteGood bye to a lovely little fellow. He loved you, too.
ReplyDeleteThanks Joanne.
DeleteThat is a wonderful photo to have of him, though.
ReplyDeleteI am rather pleased with it! Thanks Tom.
DeleteOh, I'm so sorry you've lost your friend. Many goat kisses to you. xoxoxo
ReplyDeleteThanks Isobelle. Your lady will know how it feels.
DeleteYou did the right thing.... Hugs to you!
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DeleteHi Judith, I don't comment on blogs much anymore, but I did see your post about your poor kitty and had to comment.... I'm so sorry. :-( I'm sure she knew she was loved, especially at the end. Take care.
ReplyDeleteThank you Grace - I hope you're doing ok.
DeletePoor thing. But it's all about quality of life; I'm sure you made the right decision, as hard as it was. Mine's just come in, covered in snow.
ReplyDeleteYes Cro, that's it: quality of life. It's the last thing we can do for our animals.
DeleteSo sorry for the loss of your sweet friend. What a lucky little cat he was to have found you, you kept him safe and warm in his final hours. Well done.
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DeleteOh Judith! I'm so very sorry. It is truly special to be adopted and trusted by a creature. I've done the overnight vigil and the waiting at the vet door thing too. They break your heart, but you wouldn't want it any other way. Big hugs to you
ReplyDeleteThanks Janet - you're right, we wouldn't want it any other way. I wonder how many more times we'll be doing it. I did say the vet "No more animals! I can't stand the stress" but I don't know how long that will last!
DeleteJudith--
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear about Mags. It's never easy letting go of a friend, especially the small furry ones we depend on as much as they depend on us. I'm sure it was a hard decision. It is good to have you back blogging, I keep meaning to drop by and post something and say hello, but my life has gotten extremely busy suddenly, and it seems like I never have time. But I had to offer my sympathy, and a virtual hug...
Thanks Sara, good to hear from you. Thanks for dropping by. I bump into you fleetingly on FB now and then...! I hope your life is going well.
ReplyDeleteI love that top photo, of you and your shadow.
ReplyDeleteJust reading this brings back memories of dearly loved cats no longer with me. Mags will have spread the word though and you will be "found" again Judith.
Take care, and put those toys away. They'll be put to good use some day again. Hugs.
I'm so sorry to read of your loss of Mags. I understand, fully, how heart-breaking it is. Rest in Peace, Mags. Deb
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